The Beginning...

So, tonight, I start my new life. One where I don't keep all my thoughts, feelings, frustrations, longings, passions, fears, etc. bottled up until they explode and people think I'm some crazy maniac on crack! Tonight, is the new beginning. One where I'll be able to say any random thing I please and not care what anyone thinks or says about it. And, lets face it...I never really much cared what people thought or said before, but, at least now, they have actually written proof that I called them out for being stupid or lazy, or was mean to them just because I can be. Everyone who knows me, knows that I'm not an angel, nor do I pretend to be, nor would I ever want to be one. I'm just me: A girl from Tennessee who has WAY too many dreams for the future, and who often oversteps her bounds with people. So, to anyone who may stumble upon this blog, sit down, strap in, and hold on for what is sure to be a bumpy 2010. Here, I promise to not hold back, and to say what everyone else is thinking, just too polite to say. Also, I will just post random, meaningless junk here, just because I can. If you don't like it, I really don't care. This blog is for me, not for anyone else out there.

So, to start us off...Randomness of the night: I just now, finally, watched the fall finale of Glee. Now, I know what you all are thinking...You watch that?!....YES!!! Of course, I watch that show! It is absolutely my guilty pleasure!!! Me, being the music fanatic, love the casts amazing abilities! I tip my invisible hat to them! What a talented group of people! To those of you who won't watch the show; give it a shot, you might like it!

Other thoughts of the day: I was at my sister's apartment earlier tonight holding my 5 day old niece, Haley (see image above), and I thought of what a blessing she is to my family. All who know me are probably thinking, "Hope, I know that all children are a blessing, but doesn't your family have a lot of children in it?". Well, yes, we do, but Haley is special. Haley is the namesake of my Aunt Haley who passed away May 10, 2008. My Aunt Haley was a force to be reckoned with! She helped hold my family together after my dad died, and quite frankly, I don't know where I would be if she wasn't there for me. When we lost her, every one of us lost a piece of ourselves. With Baby Haley, we have a renewed since of joy in our lives. Even at 5 days old, I can tell she has Aunt Haley's feisty spirit. I pray that she has Aunt Haley's will to live, and she will be a joy to others, like Aunt Haley was to us.

Well, I would like to post more randomness tonight, but it is almost 2:00 a.m., and I have to be up in less than 4 hours for work. So, even though I don't want to, I must end this and get some much needed sleep. Goodnight all. I hope everyone has sweet dreams and a very random day tomorrow!

With all my love,

Hope Renae